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that awkward moment

when you know someone who is so awkward that all they talk about are awkward moments and getting stoned.. hmm.

so, I’m about to make a new tumblr

because this chick won’t stop following me on here and its really creeping me out. I can’t stand her, and she’s two faced and backstabbing, so why would I want her to have the ability at looking at the things going on in my life. so I’m going to reblog all my favorite posts from this tumblr. and then delete this one.

Will somebody make my lunch look like this?

Will somebody make my lunch look like this?

Adele

—Make You Feel My Love

I adore this song.

When the rain is blowing in your face,
And the whole world is on your case,
I could offer you a warm embrace
To make you feel my love.

When the evening shadows and the stars appear,
And there is no one there to dry your tears,
I could hold you for a million years
To make you feel my love.

I know you haven’t made your mind up yet,
But I would never do you wrong.
I’ve known it from the moment that we met,
No doubt in my mind where you belong.

I’d go hungry; I’d go black and blue,
I’d go crawling down the avenue.
No, there’s nothing that I wouldn’t do
To make you feel my love.

The storms are raging on the rolling sea
And on the highway of regret.
Though winds of change are blowing wild and free,
You ain’t seen nothing like me yet.

I could make you happy, make your dreams come true.
Nothing that I wouldn’t do.
Go to the ends of the Earth for you,
To make you feel my love

Life

I started my new job at Starbucks today. So far it seems satisfactory. Life seems so bittersweet right now. I will get my first check from Starbucks two weeks from today. Today is also the first payday that I haven’t gotten paid in, oh gosh I don’t even know how many years, and its painful, because Calvin and I are struggling so much. But one month from now, my second check from Starbucks will be our break. That is when we will be financially secure again. I’m so happy that I got the job and started fairly quickly and it looks like a promising job, I just wish I had started a new job before the whole Borders shit went down. But I am ever so glad to be out of Borders, its an awful company to work for, and in reality, I am glad they are closing because its an awful company with awful goals. What kind of company really keeps their goal at having as many employees as possible and keeping all of them as much below 20 hours as possible so that they can’t get unemployment when the company closes? So I am glad to be rid of Borders, as for buying my books? Hello, Amazon, my new dearest friend.

As far as the being pregnant goes. I am excited and terrified, and I hope that it all turns out well. I think, no, I know Calvin will be an amazing father, utterly incredible, I know it. My being a mother, well, now that is a terrifying concept. Really. But I guess I will learn it and take it as it comes.

To my husband:

I know today is a hard day for you. I love you and you will be OK, I promise, you’re stronger than you think you are.